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kiia

the warmth has long left me, together with his presence..

i know that i may not actually have loved him after all..

but then, the fact that the memory of him still lingers in me, scares me,,,irritates me...

i dont like this..

it feels like it is my lost...when he said he's not gonna come back, i wasnt moved..nor scared..ididnt even care as if it wasnt a loss for me at all...so what's this??why am i feeling this??as if i still couldnt let go...like i couldnt move on...

or maybe it was all because that no one else had come again after him...